Its sad to say but I still wonder what my life would of been like if I had my father. I only met him a few times in my life. He never gave me the chance to show him what I have become. I thought I was over this feeling but it seems like I haven’t. I had a big struggle when I was a child. I made mistake and my mother did her best to raise me. Which I am grateful of. I wish this feeling would just disappear. :/
